Morning Work

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English: Example for Yaoi artwork, German Fanart, originally published at Animexx community. Deutsch: Beispiel für Yaoi im Einzelbild, deutsches Fanart von Ed Gottschalk, erstmals bei Animexx veröffentlicht. Computerkoloriert. (Photo credit: Wikipedia)

I'm back with another post! *gasps* Shocking I know right? Anyway, I just wanted to post a small fanfic that I wrote that's Yaoi,  and after all, this blog is all about anything yaoi.

 It's not that hard to find information about that, but I'm sure I'll be uploading alot of things on this information. I'll be doing a lot more research. This is my passion after all. I live and breath this everyday!

Zombies Invade San Francisco! (Photo credit: Scott Beale)

Anyway, so I thought I would post another fanfic called "Morning Work". It stars my OCs (and for those of you who don't know what an OC is, that's an original character) Troy and Jasper. I used these two, plus another OC Ethan in a rp I had going called "When the World Ends". Basically, the rp is about zombies taking over the world and the lone survivors trying to figure out what is going on. 

Don't worry! This fanfic has nothing do with those flesh eating buggers! It's just a small one shot that I wrote on my two favorite characters that I think make a great couple. So please read and enjoy and I would really appreciate reviews too!

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Morning Work

It was a hot morning at the end of July. The sun was beating down harshly on the ground before the clock struck eleven. Monday mornings were always a pain. No one ever wanted to get up on a Monday. And who wanted to get up on a Monday to go work, especially when the work included physical labor? Jasper sure as hell didn't want to do that. He would much rather prefer to stay in his nice warm bed, next to the nice warm body that was his lover. However Troy seemed to have a much different idea in mind.

It was only when the alarm clock went off at 8:30 that morning did Jasper realize the doom he was about to face. His overly sweet and charming boyfriend always managed to con him into doing something or another that Jasper just despised. Like the day before, he had been conned into cleaning the entire house. On a Sunday! No one worked on Sunday, so why should he?

Alright, so it was an understatement to say that no one worked on Sunday because there were plenty of stores that were open for most of the day. The correct sentence was that Jasper didn’t work on a Sunday. Sunday was the day he lazed around in the house, watching the games, catching the races and things like that. With the year being two-thousand-and-twelve, it was also the year of the summer Olympic Games and he had to admit, he had a secret love for watching fit men swim back and forth in a pool as if their live depended on it.

‘If it doesn’t get down now, it never will.’ Jasper clearly remembered those words spoken to him, as his hyper twenty-something boyfriend sat on top of him, trying to wake him up and doing a damn good job at it nonetheless. It wasn't so much as knowing that if they didn't get the work down then it never would, or the roof might collapse in their nearly ancient home (though in reality it was only built back in the 1960s), it was the that kicked puppy look that Troy always gave him that made something inside Jasper click, his expression soften and give into anything the other wanted. It was an underhanded trick really and Troy knew that, one of the reasons he always did it, no matter what the situation was.

Those damned eyes…

A sigh left parted lips for what seemed like the umpteenth time. Noticeably semi-large muscles flexed and moved under tan skin coated in a fine sheet of sweat as arms moved to rake the fallen leaves up into a dust pan and throw them into the waiting garbage bag. How he got conned into doing the hard part was beyond him. Well he knew how he got conned into that, his damn fear of heights really. Jasper hated heights, so the thought of having to go up a very unsteady looking ladder, onto and even more unsteady looking roof was just a bit more than he could bear and gladly let himself get talked into doing the raking while Troy pranced around on the roof, using their leaf blower to do exactly that, blow the leaves off.

Though, it seemed more like fun and games for Troy than work. For the fifth time in what was only a five minute span, Troy wandered back to the edge of the roof, blowing the leaves over the side and inevitably covering Jasper with them. A small growl left his lips and he looked up, throwing a heated glare at the other, not that it worked. Troy’s back was once more to him and thus he couldn't see how much Jasper really wanted to take a branch and throw it at him. Not that Jasper really would. He would never hurt Troy like that, not again at least.

“Damn it!” Jasper moved as more leaves were dumped over his head. He took a few paces back and watched as Troy seemed to just twirl about before bringing more leaves over to dump. “God damn it Troy! Will you warn me at least!” The shout seemed to fall on deaf ears, though honey brown eyes stared at him with a bit of confusion. He saw Troy’s mouth move, but couldn't make out what he said over the roar of the blower.

“Turn it off!” Troy’s mouth moved again and still, Jasper couldn't make out the words. “Turn it o-“ As he moved to finish the last of his sentence, the deafening roar of the blower suddenly turned off, leaving them in an all but peaceful silence. “Oh.”

Troy’s brow raised in question as the lithe body moved closer to the edge. “What did you say?”

Jasper hadn't meant to sigh so loudly, but he was just so exasperated with this whole yard work thing. Honestly, they should just hire someone to do the work for them. “I said turn it off.”

“I know you said that.” A grin spread across Troy’s face. “I meant before. Didn’t you say something before?”

“Yeah, I said warn me next time you blow the leaves over the side.” Jasper frowned and motioned to his body. “Isn’t obvious I’m getting a little leafy?” He gave his head a shake and leaves and dirt fell from his hair. The sound of Troy’s laughter rang out and it made his insides twist with a familiar heat that hadn’t died since the first time they had gotten together. It was strange to feel this way, or so he thought. Most of his friends he knew who had been in a relationship said the spark died after a few months of being together. For them, after almost two years together, the spark still hadn’t died.

“It’s not funny.” Jasper hissed, though there was no real malice behind his voice. It was all a show. 

“Yes it is, especially when I’ve been pouring the leaves on you on purpose.” The confession had Jasper cocking his head, blue eyes wide with shock. That little brat had been doing it on purpose the whole time and acting so innocent. Well, Jasper would surely show him. How, he wasn’t sure, but he would get the other back for it later, that he was sure.

“Oh I see how it is.” He answered and huffed, looking away. “Whatever, can we just please finish this so I can get back to doing nothing on a Monday?”

“Jasper, I’m sorry.” The softness and sincere-ness in Troy’s voice had him quaking. He wanted to climb that ladder, take the other into his arms and kiss him all over. Wanted to tell him it was perfectly fine that he dumped leaves on him and whisper other sweet nothings into his ear. But for the life of him, because of the damn ladder, he couldn’t do it. Then again, giving Troy the old silent treatment for a while might be good pay back as well. 

So instead of acknowledging the other’s apology, Jasper set back to raking up the fallen leaves. There was a short span of about 30 seconds of silence and he knew Troy had been waiting for his acceptance of the apology and when it didn’t come, Troy was thinking of what to say next. Though nothing ever did come out of the other’s mouth. The blower was simply turned back on and they worked the rest of the time in silence.

~*~*~*~*

Turing off the water, Jasper stepped out and onto the bathmat while grabbing his towel. After a nice long, hot bath and a good scrub to his head, he felt all nice and clean again. He wasn’t one who overly obsessed about being clean, but he certainly didn’t like the feeling of being dirty for a long period of time. 

Wrapping a towel around his waist, he moved to the closet and grabbed another to start drying his hair. He hadn’t heard much from Troy after coming in. It was a shock when the little bundle of energy didn’t come rushing into have a shower with him. It struck him as strange; then again he was giving the other the silent treatment, so perhaps Troy simply thought he wanted space. 

That was alright, now that he was clean and the work was done, he planned on telling Troy that he accepted his apology and they could get on with their day. He stopped in his tracks almost instantly as he walked into their bedroom. He watched as Troy lay on his stomach, shoulders shaking, soft sobs escaping his mouth, muffled slightly by the pillow he was clutching.

Jasper felt his chest tighten, his heart clench and his stomach twist in a tight knot. He hated seeing Troy cry and he hated it more because he knew he was the reason the other was crying. Hanging his head, he slowly crossed the room and moved to the bed. Taking a seat, he reached out and gently rubbed the other’s back. He felt the other jerk under his touch and that only made the knot tighten more.

“Troy.” Brown eyes rose to look at him, red-rimmed from crying. Tears stained his cheeks and soaked into the dark pillow case. “Troy, baby, what’s wrong?” He barely got the question out before the other latched onto him, arms gripping his back tightly. Shocked, Jasper slid his hands around Troy’s waist and held him, rubbing his back.

“I’m so sorry!” Troy sobbed. “I didn’t mean to upset you. I won’t do it again, I promise. Please don’t be mad at me.”

Jasper winced. So maybe giving Troy the silent treatment hadn’t been a good idea after all. Troy had always been a ‘delicate’ person, very easily upset. Jasper knew this and knew ways to get around getting the other upset and making him cry. He should have known better, should have saw the sign that when Troy was silent on the roof, it meant he had been deeply hurt, and was kicking himself for what he did.

“Don’t be.” Jasper said simply. “It’s not your fault. I was an ass. I’m sorry.” The apology rolled out of him easier than he ever thought it would have. But for Troy, Jasper was always willing to do anything, even swallow his pride and admit he had been in the wrong.

Troy pulled away from him, and Jasper got a good look at him. He was so beautiful, even more so with his honey eyes, glittering in the room light from the tears. “But I-“

Jasper shook his head and placed a finger on Troy’s lips. “No buts. I know you were just having fun. I shouldn’t have gotten so upset. You know I hate doing yard work.” A heavy sigh escaped him. “But that’s no excuse for me acting like I did, for making you cry. I’m kicking myself because of it.”

“Jasper.”

Jasper smiled. “You know I love you babe. You’re my world and no matter how much I protest, I will always doing things for you, no matter how laborious they are.”

Troy’s face lit up like a Christmas tree. It never ceased to amaze Jasper at how happy he could make Troy by simply admitting that he loved the other. That was an even more underhanded trick that Jasper used to make Troy smile. But the best thing was, no matter how underhanded it was, it was the truth and nothing would ever change that.

“I love you too!” Jasper stared at Troy as the other beamed happily and hugged him tighter. “And since you mentioned it, I’ve been meaning to ask you to clean out the chimney Shute.” Jasper let out a deep groan and rested his head on Troy’s shoulder and shook his head.

“You’re very lucky I love you.” Jasper whispered as he pulled back and stared at Troy. 

“I know.”

Jasper rolled his eyes and sighed. He leaned in and pressed his lips to Troy’s in a deep, gentle kiss, holding him close. As long as he had Troy, everything was perfect, no matter what he got conned into.

It has been a while...again

So once again, it has been a while since I've last visited the site. If you can't tell, I have a very bad problem with sticking to something once I start it. But I know I have to if I ever want to make things stick and work for me. Sometimes though, it feels like my mind is being pulled into a million different directions and I can never get a grasp on them.

But lately I've been doing better. I've been sticking to a few things that I've taken on, like my work at home for a customer service agency. As well as the fanfics I'm writing, which is one of the reasons as to why I'm I'm writing this blog.

This is my yaoi blog, used for everything that is yaoi. I don't really write anime fanfics anymore, instead, I write K-pop yaoi fanfics. I think they amazing and awesome to read and also gives you that little bit of hope of seeing such wonderful displays of affection in a country that is still very much conservative on any aspects of a person's sexual life.

And  reading fanfics is a great way to past time, so I thought I would share with you, the website I go to post my fanfics. You don't need to create an account to read any of them, but of course if you want to subscribe to the stories or post a comment (and this goes for any author on the site), then you have to create an account. But it's free and sign up is quick and easy. 

So here's the link =>Sexybakura's Fanfics on Asianfanfics.com <= Go and visit. I hope you enjoy it and that it ties you over while you search for more yaoi goodness. Remember, and this is something I've learned, yaoi goodness isn't solely related entirely on anime, manga or video games. Yaoi can be found anywhere, it's just a matter of finding it.

Male Pregnancy Part 2

I get sad. Well, everyone gets sad, it's a human universal. But I get sad, because I see all the page views and I know people read my posts, otherwise I wouldn't have followers. But I always ask for comments, for your input. I think it's important that I hear your voice. You are the person reading my posts and you should decide what you want to read. I don't ask for your comments because I have nothing better to do. I would like to know what else my readers would like to know, what interests them.

But sadly, I get no comments at all, save for the few that I got at the very beginning, but even know it seems that that person has disappeared as well. So instead of having help in deciding what should be talked about next, I decided I will revisit a relatively knew topic I posted that still interests me.



Male Pregnancy~!



Male Pregnancy (Photo credit: karindalziel)

 



More specifically, how to incorporate male pregnancy into a role play or a story that you might currently be writing, or one you wish to revise. Below is the link to an ebook I created on this subject. 

 

The information I give will be very helpful to you and others and hopefully it will give you enough inspiration to be able to create your own story line for how your character(s) can achieve male pregnancy. Enjoy!





 

 

Guide to Male Pregnancy 



Role Playing

Role Playing Partners

Look at this! Another post within a short period of time, this is a miracle. Finally, it's not months and months and months you have to wait. It seems that maybe my brain is finally working right. Or maybe I'm just going to BS everything I write. LOL, not that I really want too. 

Today's topic, as you can see, is Role Playing Partners. This has been a big issue of debate for me and my friends. We can all come to a consensus on what we believe in, but when it comes to actually voicing it all to different people, well it doesn't seem to go so well. So in this post, I'm once more looking for your comments and opinions and expereinces that you've had. Enlighten other readers that may have gone through the same thing you have and maybe, just maybe, I'll be able to give you feedback on how to handle certain issues.

So, the first thing that needs to be cleared up is role playing. What is it? Now, I've said this to many people who are outside the realm of role playing. I get responses of "sounds kinky. Are you the naught nurse?", or  "Oh really? What's your s/n on WOW?!" Those are both role playing, don't get me  wrong. However one is for the bedroom only, and the other is for online computer games that normally involve millions of players at once.

They type of role playing I'm talking about is one that many yaoi lovers are probably familar with. It's like the online gaming role plays, where you  could have as many people as you want playing, or just two people, and it's like the naughty bedroom only role playing where it's sexy time and it's filled with smut. This role play I'm talking about, also called RP for short, can invovle message boards, forums, emails and the ever popular instant messengers. It's basically two or more people take a plot and with it, write a story with characters they have either created, or characters from different animes/mangas/games.

Yaoi fans are huge with this type of RP, and I've found countless different message boards that support either specific animes, all animes, or just yaoi in general, most of which I'm apart of and I thoroughly enjoy participating in. And anyone who knows what role playing is would have to agree. It's like an escape to a fantasy world where anything is possible and all the impossible things certainly do happen. 

But, and this is the main topic of the post today, there are certain people who should not be allowed to rp and I will describe them to you.

I know many of you who like to rp are the type who take the time to think out their posts. Or if you're like me, you just start writing and pout comes such a stupendious post that it's almost unnatural how it just came about.  But the thing that's in common is that the post in one paragraph or more in length, with detail of the surroundings, what the character is thinking and doing, as well as dialogue that could leave a person in stitches or feel the pain and hatred the person is feeling without having to you use the dreded caps lock.

Those are the people I like to rp with. Other people, such as those who like to write in present tense, are people I so hate to rp, but as long as they can give enough detail to go off of, it's tolerable. I never understood why people rp in present tense. It's like a story, a novel a rp is, and in novels you never read it in present tense, maybe first person, but never present tense. For those of you confuse present tense would be "Roy takes the food and eats it quickly. He looks over to his friend and say "Hey." How the majority of rps write is "Roy took his food and swallowed it down in a few bites. His stomach had been growling all day and as the hours went on, the hungrier he got. It was only natural that he would eat everything in a few swift bites to sate his hunger. While relishing in the tasty-goodness that was McDonalds, he saw a friend walk and waved to him, calling "Hey" to get his attention."

As you can see, the second post is everything I described that most rpers are, compared to the first one which I've had the unpleasantness to rp with. But on top of that, I had one partner who rped in present tense, but also couldn't use proper grammer nor could use punctionation. Now, take my long post above and take out all the periods and commas. That would be the posts I would get. I could never decipher the posts and basically winged my responses. After awhile, it got horrible and ot the point that even after trying to help her improve, she just wouldn't.

So beware rpers, there are people out there like that.

Another type of person out there that i hate to rp with are the ones that only write one sentence. I hate one sentence liners. It's like, the person can do more than just  nod and agree with what my character is saying. He can respond back, or leave so we can do a time skip or something! But no, it's just one sentence, or sometimes, even two words "He nodded". I hate those replies out there too.

Now, if you're reading this and you are a person who rps like that, or have been accused of doing that a few times, don't fret. If you're willing to change and work on how you rp, then do it! Find someone who's willing to teach and help you and soon, you'll be rping with the best of them. Truly, it's not that hard to just make up something on the fly if you're lacking in a post. Even three sentences are better than one. It almost looks like a paragraph and usually it has just enough detail in it  for you to draw off on.

Remember guys, there are two things you have to keep in the back of your mind in order to be a good rp partner. One: It's not just you in the rp. It can't be centered around you all the time. It takes two people to rp, otherwise you just have a fanfic. So be kind and think of your partner when you reply. And two: you are not god. You are in no way in control over every character and every event in the rp (once more then it would be a fanfic). Taking control of another person's character just doesn't work, it can't happen because you don't know what your partner has in store for you. They may have come up with the most wonderful of plot twists, but by taking control of their character, you've ruined it all. Not to mention, it is their character! Someone they created, you have no right to take them from them and rp with them.

I've had partners that have done both. One always wanted her characters in the scene, or would conviently leave out my character and his partner and only focus on hers. IT was mean and I would tell her so, but she continued to do it. What I don't understand is how she thinks her character, who was on the other side of town, could magically appear at the house. It made no sense. She also got very upset when I would ignore her posts on trying to keep her characters in the scene. It was a mess.

Just recently I had a partner that took control of my character. Once more, it was a person who wrote in present tense, who wrote only one or two sentences with no detail and hardly any dialogue for me to go off of. It was utterly stupid. The person was continuely thinking of other things but what was going on and never responded to my character. So I got fed up with that left that rp. 

And let's not forget the one partner I had that joined an rp with me, and it went good for the first post, but by her third post, she had her character just walk off alone and leave the group and it was like...huh? But they're having a Truth or Dar game. WHy is your character leaving, especially when nothing was done to that character to upset him? It doesn't make sense.

So just remember, that there are people out ther that like to rp like that. Now it's okay if you like those kind of posts and want to do that. But if you don't like that, or don't think you would like that, becareful when you read posts. First posts are always quite decieving. Make sure you do your research and check other rps the person is apart of and read their posts. If it is something you don't like, then make sure you stay away.

Take this advice to heart everyone. I wish I had somone who would have warned me. Maybe everything I've been through could have been avoided if I had this knowledge. 

So until next time, take care all! And happy times with role playing!!!!!

Male Pregnancy

Male Pregnancy

I have to say, I have probably tried to write this blog so many times that I lost all interest in doing it. I thought the best way to approach this topic is to do some research about it myself. It was going good, however, then my laptop took a crap, so now I'm stuck writing my post on my iPad. Not that I will complain, I love my iPad and this blogger app is pretty cool. What sucks the most is that I had a post almost fully written stuck on my laptop and I can't get to it because it's in the shop getting worked on.

Then I thought to myself, "what really am I giving you by researching this topic?" When I looked, there wasn't much to say about animes that talked about Male pregnancy and the only RL (real life) male pregnancies that I know about is Mr. Lee, and that one guy that was really a girl who got pregnant and then went through her gender change to become a man.

So what does that prove? One, if you want fame, get pregnan as a woman and then become a man, and two, that male pregnancy is possible. Now, I'm pretty sure that Mr. Lee is most likely old news. A man living, I believe in New York, who was pregnant. An impossible feat, but apparently he did it. I'm not entirely sure how he is, if he survived, if he carried the baby full term and delivered or not. All I can go by is the medical website they have up for him and the few clips that show him moving around in public.

But it is very possible, dangerous, but possible. Just a little background on it, obviously men and women are different. Women have a womb, men do not. Women have a vagina and ovaries, men do not. So if a man got pregnant and this would be in RL, the baby would only be half his if he were in a gay relationship. However if he were in a straight relationship, like I believe Mr. Lee was,  then the baby would still be biologically theirs, just carried by the father.

The pregnancy though would be very high risk and must be monitored at all times. It would be considered an eptopic pregnancy, because the placenta is attaching itself to organs in the body, such as the intestines, colon or even the stomach, while in a ' normal' healthy woman, it would attach to the uterin lining. 

Many things could go wrong with the pregnancy, mostly because the baby is not protected like it would be in a woman, where it's surrounded not only by the embryonic sac, but by the uterus. In a man, the baby is only protected by the abdomen wall. So any sharp jostle or trauma to the are could cause a rupture in the sac or even the dislodgement of the placenta.

Now, if any of my readers have read Twilight: Breaking Dawn, then they would know that this is similar to what happened to Bella when she bent over, though the movie doesn't give good credit to it, basically the placenta detached from her body and all hell broke loose. If this were to happen to a man, the risk of death would be very high, because the placenta is detaching from vital organs and if not treated immediately could probably cause a quick, but painful death. That's not something we would like to think about, but all this to bring a baby into the world, despite the fact their bodies aren't made for it. Let's face it ladies, we always complain that men will never understand the pain and suffering we go through, but since it risks their lives and a happy future with them, I would rather go on living in pain and suffering of child labor than to lose the man I loved because he felt the need to go through what women go through.

Yet, despite it all, male pregnancy is a high pervalence among anime lovers, strictly to those who are yaoi lovers and yes, I am not excluded from that. So what is it that makes this whole thing so widely accepted? So popular?

Well it certainly isn't because of the wide variety of animes that cover it. In fact, I only know of one anime that covers male pregnancy, that doesn't just hint at it, but covers it and that is Sex Pistols, OVA 2, or episode 2, not really sure because I've only seen the two. (and they do have a manga series by the way, called Love Pistols. I have read it and if anyone is interested in aquiring it from me, leave a comment and I'll give you the link for it on my amazon accont!)

But male pregnancy, for me, came long before I discovered there were actual yaoi animes! It came to me in the form of a fanfic for YYH (Yu Yu Hakusho). It was basically a story about what would happen to Hiei if he fell into the pond of the drowned girl (or whatever it was called) as mentioned in Ranma 1/2 (which was also a good manga, didn't quit care for the anime). He turns into a woman and becomes pregnant by Kurama.

Now, my memory is a little shady and I can't remember what is fact and what is my imagination, so it either goes, Hiei (as a woman) goes into labor, has the children and then turns into a man again, Hiei (as a man) goes into labor and Genkai preforms some sort of magic that creates a temporary vagina so he can give birth and then it disappears, or Hiei (as a woman) goes into labor with the first child, has it, then becomes a man, yet has a second child, the magic is performed, the fake vagina is made and the other child is born before he returns to his normal state. 

Either way, that was my first introduction to male pregnancy. It struck me as a wonderful idea. Here you have a gay couple, who is completely happy with each other, have lots of wonderful sex and then the ability to get pregnant and start a family, it's perfect! Why can't men in fanfics always get pregnant and have babies and families, it seemed only plausible to me since women were always doing it (especially Mary-Sues).

Of course I realized with every good new idea, you need a back story, but that was nothing to me. I created a wonderful back story for my character Adrian, which remotely stays the same unless I'm in a KKM (Kyou Kara Maou) rp, and then it's different, but still the same in a way.  When I write my male pregnancy, I feel wonderful. It's the most wonderful thing in the world. To give life to my character who is giving life. 

But why? Why do we find it so interesting and irrestible to have characters have children. Is it because deep down we're projecting our feelings into our writings. Not to go Freudian on you, but perhapse that's what it is. Those of us who write male pregnancy (save for the one person I know, who really doesn't write it like I do skipping out on all the good parts) don't we want children in the future? Don't we want to experience being pregnant, to watch our stomachs grow and feel the baby moving inside it. Don't we want to go through child birth and the miracle of bringing a life into the world and then caring for that life?

I never understand why I wrote male prengnacy until recently. I am projecting into my writings the things I want to do in real life but can't. I want to have children, five in fact, and go through all that, but at the moment that is just not possible. So why not, just experience that through fiction, through the world of writing and creativity. For those of us who have a vivid imagination, we can sit there and just image that it's us, not our character that is having those feelings, the joys of buying for the nursery, of going to the doctor and getting ultrasounds. 

It's what we want, either consciously or unconsciously. It's most likely the reason why this is becoming such a hot topic in the fancfiction world, in yaoi. It's really the best of all worlds, male and female, real and imaginary.

And as these wants and desires continue to grow, continue to come about in aspiring artists and the next generation, so will this topic gain huge popularity until it can no longer be ignored, it will become the standard. And when that happens, when looking back at it all, will you be able to figure out when it all started for you? Or will you be lost like the rest of us with the times. Who actually remembers the first anime created? Or when it was first created? 

We were born in the time of anime, when Sailor Moon danced upon our screens at 4 in the afternoon every weekday before being canceled. When Cartoonnetwork aired Mobil Suit Gundam Wing and Tenchi Muyo in the afternoon and Yu Yu Hakusho and Pilot Candidate on Saturday nights. When Adult Swim only came on on Sundays and Space Ghost on it.

Everything for us is all mixed up and jumbled together, that not many people can remember when they first started liking anime, when they first got into yaoi, or who was the first couple they even read about. It's so ingrained in us that it's like breathing, it just happens. 

But by reading this post, and really thinking on the past and how all this came about for you, you'll remember when you first got into male pregnancy and you'll carry it with you until the end of our days. It's rare, it's unique and it's going to be on top, but don't ever forget who first gave the pleasures of having a child between two men, when everyone else in the world said it was completely impossible.

Now, my dear readers, I'm going to ask you, to leave a comment for me, to tell me exactly when you got into male pregnancy, what characters (whether your own or from an anime/manga/game series) were involved and why you still like it today. I'm sure we'll see a pattern and everyone will see that they are not alone in this subject, just like they are not alone in loving yaoi and/or shota.